Today i ask people one question. I always get scolded. Well we call it as "kaopeh". One says kp back whereas the other say it's like this because i've been treated the same way last time and i didn't react much. Therefore it continues. Pretty sucky eh. Hmmm somehow i practice this method for a long time already, forgive and forget. Apparently my mom says whenever she have this grudge for a certain someone, there's no forgiveness. lol

So tomorrow is quite a big day, an actual route for the world canoe marathon. 31km.. Hmm for some reason after looking at the route today, it doesn't seem that scary now. Strong mental strong mental. There's always room for improvement.

Maybe this story didnt end just like that, it just stop writing..

one that i can run towards from all the problems and stress.

oh boy.